Somewhere Deep Inside
I am in there somewhere still. I have had a shitty year, to put it mildly. Do not take that statement lightly, I have had a down year to rival all the down years I've seemed to have since being a misguided teenager. Life hasn't been easy. Despite this, until last year I always held a silent optimism that my world and precarious life would turn out. No matter what happened to me, I saw the good in people and still held an enormous amount of love for my friends. Looking back now, perhaps that was to a fault, but I saw the good in people until I got got by trusting the wrong ones. Perhaps it was a case of misplaced affection (or several), but I truly wanted anyone I was even remotely close to, to succeed, and would constantly have good things to say about people to push them in that direction. I was never one for badmouthing people, and could not understand those who spoke poorly about their "friends." I have made some mistakes along the way, as we all have, but I w...